It was meant to be short and sweet
Not to last that while
We had to finish in September
When things felt different
But I couldn’t let go
And you didn’t stop me
Because parts of you
Wanted to stick around too
Then fall came
And I told you that I loved it
More memories were made
And things escalated to be more serious
Arguments and disagreements
Started popping up
But somehow
I tried to see the bright side
This worked well
Until that time
When there was a big gap
That time, I thought differently
Didn’t want to see the bright side
Apparently, neither did you
Yet none of us talked about it
Until you quietly left
You have this habit of
Not wanting to talk about things
I am the complete opposite
I need to clarify everything
I asked you why
Somehow you gave me an answer
Frankly, I’d thought about it
That’s why I agreed it was for the best
I’d lie to say after that
I never thought of you
I did, I wondered how things were with you
According to you, you’d thought of me, too
Because one day
Out of the blue
You decided to reconnect
I liked it, yet I didn’t want you back
After days and days
I agreed to be just friends
You were okay with it
At least that’s what you claimed
Things started to get out of hand
We were close to fall back into past
I reminded you of your reasons
The ones I’d agreed to
The reasons why you’d left
The logical ones
For a while
Things were confusing
And for a while we were total strangers
Having each other’s contact info
Then everything became okay
And confusing again
And then okay once again
And yet, there are many ups and downs to come
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