There used to be times when I wished that I were a robot without emotions and lived my life without being affected by anything. Without feeling sadness, happiness, or whatever else we humans have. But now, I wear my emotions like they are the fanciest dresses and I don’t hide them. Some days they take... Continue Reading →
* Disclaimer: The featured image isn't from the recent earthquakes. Early hours on Monday, Feb 6th, 2023, I was awakened with the sound of my bedroom door. At first I thought that it was Gato (our cat) who was trying to open the door so I ignored the noise. Then I felt my bed shaking... Continue Reading →
There is something about the cold that captivates me. I like the way my fingers absorb that icy feeling, only for me to let them get warm from the mug of my hot chocolate. There is this freshness in the cool air that I breathe in during those chilly months, and the way I can... Continue Reading →
What is this? Where am I? No, wait. Who am I? Why is it all dark in here? Why don’t I sense anything? What is going on? Now I remember who I am, but I’m scared. I have no idea why I am in this sea of darkness. I feel as though I’m floating in... Continue Reading →
If you like reading poems, here's a poem about melancholy. And enjoy this post. Sometimes there is that sudden melancholy that washes over me. It could happen when I’m dancing to the rhythms of my favorite songs or it shows up when I’m laughing so hard that the muscles of my face ache. I don’t know... Continue Reading →
27! I'm closer to the 30s than I am to the 20s and this is crazy! I have been here on this planet, the 3rd rock in our solar system, for 27 years! (Beware of the celebration GIFs in this post that's coming your way xD happy reading!) During this time, a lot has changed... Continue Reading →
She loved having all of her lights off when sleeping, but she also liked to have her curtains open so that the lights from outside would reach her. The far away faded lights that reached her this way felt like something magical. It wasn’t too light to see everything in detail, just enough to see... Continue Reading →
It could be done in any way. Jumping into a rocky river and fantasize how it would be to hit the rocks. It could be jumping off a tall building. It could also be taking pills, a lot of them. Another possibility is hanging yourself. Burn yourself. Or cut your wrist. Oh, jumping in front... Continue Reading →
Words have always been my safe haven. From an early age I have found what my soul needed to escape the miseries that are around us. If it wasn’t for words, I don’t know how I would’ve survived my thoughts all those years. When writing, the world stops spinning and I’m in that perfect place.... Continue Reading →
Dear family, People think it’s funny to make fun of you. For some weird reason, it entertains them to laugh at others’ differences. Especially the kids in my school. If I was born with genes that made me a tall girl, how is that under my control? If I have curly hair that is as messy... Continue Reading →
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