The last days of the year pass quickly, and I am enjoying the calming days of winter break. Away from the chaos and stress, recharging my soul before going back to work in the new year. As I sit down on my bean bag, I’m facing the window and looking at the dark clouds while... Continue Reading →
Writing is a major part of who I am. And before I realized that I was a writer, I had been writing years prior to that. One day I was like, wait, I am a writer. With writing, I have been able to say what I couldn’t say. It is my safest place and one... Continue Reading →
In English we say, "I'm fine." But in poetry we say, "I need a hug that can work like glue and put all my broken pieces together. I might say 'I'm fine', but it stands for 'I miss feeling I'm not eroded.'” In English we say, "I feel safe with you." But in poetry we... Continue Reading →
Okay tomorrow I will start managing my time and get my life back on track. First things first, I’ll need to set my alarm at six in the morning. Nah that’s too early, eight is good. And if I sleep now, that will be nine hours of sleep. That will be plenty of resting before... Continue Reading →
Ever since I was a teenager, I knew I wanted to finish my master's abroad. After I graduated from university in 2016, I took around a year before I started researching universities. I looked at universities in different countries, looked up scholarships, filled out forms, and so on. But nothing felt right, and it just... Continue Reading →
I can’t be the only one who feels like this. Like there are different emotions emerging at the same time. Like sensing the existence of happiness and sadness together. I mean there are so many people out there in the world and there must be at least someone who understands how it is to feel... Continue Reading →
If I'm being honest I don't feel okay. I feel like there's a clutch Around my heart, So tight that I can barely breathe. I attempt to cry To unburden my soul With all the gloominess I sense, Only to shed a few forced tears. This doesn't help, It doesn't feel better. The grip is... Continue Reading →
Life is a bunch of events coming one after another. These events become our daily lives and our memories. Not every day in life is about pure joy and happiness. Some days it feels like life is slapping us in the face and on other days life is all about good vibes. And that’s completely... Continue Reading →
There used to be times when I wished that I were a robot without emotions and lived my life without being affected by anything. Without feeling sadness, happiness, or whatever else we humans have. But now, I wear my emotions like they are the fanciest dresses and I don’t hide them. Some days they take... Continue Reading →
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