If I'm being honest I don't feel okay. I feel like there's a clutch Around my heart, So tight that I can barely breathe. I attempt to cry To unburden my soul With all the gloominess I sense, Only to shed a few forced tears. This doesn't help, It doesn't feel better. The grip is... Continue Reading →
The Cloud of Negativity
I know the year I am mentioning is one that none of us wants to remember. But it’s important for this blog post as the events happened then. So we, humans, started the year 2020 with hopes, new goals, and new plans. But life doesn’t go as planned, and in the very beginning of 2020,... Continue Reading →
My words about melancholy seem to be endless. Here's a blog post about it. And enjoy the poem. Melancholy has opened its arms Welcoming me with a tight hug. Once it embraces me, I receive its negative vibes. Not only does it Hurt me emotionally, But also physically. It shatters my heart, And cracks my... Continue Reading →
If you like reading poems, here's a poem about melancholy. And enjoy this post. Sometimes there is that sudden melancholy that washes over me. It could happen when I’m dancing to the rhythms of my favorite songs or it shows up when I’m laughing so hard that the muscles of my face ache. I don’t know... Continue Reading →
Capturing Memories – Part Two
Link for the first part is available here. I forgot how scary she could be, and the reason why she was acting like this is because I was a workaholic. I had ruined my life with extra work and not having any meaningful time for myself. I had promised Arya that I would forget about... Continue Reading →
Friends Break Hearts, too.
Getting your heart broken in a relationship or your marriage is something that is socially and/or culturally expected to happen. And there are so many songs, movies, TV shows, and books dedicated to that. They talk about how hard it is to have your heart broken by the one you love. So many stories about... Continue Reading →
Complex Emotions – A Poem
There is a lump In my throat That I can't ignore. There is a feeling In my chest That I don't understand. I slow down and take a step back In the fast world that's around me. I look at people coming and going Trying to make a living. It all moves so fast And... Continue Reading →
The Life of an Overthinker – A Poem
I want to write Yet I don’t know about what I feel so much And variety of emotions Happiness, helplessness, Boredom, tiredness Yet none can be expressed The way I want to So many thoughts Swimming in my head I don’t wanna think I want it to stop It will explode I want to explode... Continue Reading →
What Happens After I Take My Own Life?
It could be done in any way. Jumping into a rocky river and fantasize how it would be to hit the rocks. It could be jumping off a tall building. It could also be taking pills, a lot of them. Another possibility is hanging yourself. Burn yourself. Or cut your wrist. Oh, jumping in front... Continue Reading →